Motherhood

So, it’s been three months since I gave birth to my little baby boy, Hugo. Life has felt kind of surreal ever since. I have always wanted to be a mama and I knew that I would be one day in some form or another. But it has been a turbulent journey getting here and I honestly feel so grateful and happy for our little family. Hugo is thriving and we are thoroughly enjoying our time getting to know him. He has recently had his first swim, his first little holiday and is giving us more and more smiles every day.

Although I wish we could stay in our love bubble just a bit longer, it’s time to open up my online shop and get back to reality. Navigating my career and new life as a parent is going to be challenging. Especially since I work from home and will have to learn how to have boundaries. I have recently had my first experience of the ‘mum guilts’ and even popping into the studio or doing some errands I find myself feeling bad or guilty for not being with him. Also, I just adore him so much that I want to spend all my time with him!

There are so many things I want to share with my son. I want to encourage him to follow his dreams, his passions and his heart. Running my business has been such an important part of my life and even though the beginning was incredibly tough (and it still can be) it has been so rewarding. My career as an artist has shaped me, pushed me and helped me grow as a person, I only hope that Hugo will find his own path, where ever that may be. My business for the longest time was literally what got me up every morning - now things are different and my day starts with a very hungry baby!

It’s crazy to think that I have been a practicing artist for over 10 years! From exhibiting to curating to running an online business, it really has been quite a journey. Coming back from 3 months of maternity leave has been the longest time away from my business. I have missed it at times, but I feel that motherhood is my true calling and that I am excited to see how it influences and inspires me in future.

My online shop is now open. Please feel free to have a browse and even place a cheeky order to support me and my business! Here are a couple photos of me and my sweet, little Hugo.